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[25 Jul 2005|10:35am]
[ mood | numb ]

its been a fucking long ass time since ive updated this ... i guess you can say that ive faded away from this.... i cant help it.. im a myspace whore!!!

things are ok in my life at this point... but things have just been falling apart..
im losing contact w/ alot of mi friends..( no names nessecary) and ive just been scared for the longest time of whats to come in the future.. like.. am i gonna be alive when im 20?.... cuz time goes by soo fucking fast... its scares me

schools coming up soon and im not excited at all!.. i barely mad it last year. alot of my friends will be graduating this year.. which sux.. and i still have to go through to torture of ppl making fun of me cuz im gay... which i cant do anything about.. i can see if u were big or extremely skinny... that you can change.. but not this...

i mean. im soo proud that im gay!!.. woop.. i love it.. i finally found out the reason why i was so weird as a child... but when im 18 ill totaly be out the parents..

im gonna need to get a job as soon as i turn 16... prolly work at Hot Topic or Spencers... if not that.. then theres ALWAYS Target!!..lol wurd up to that..

its soo weird if you take the time in your life to think about how much people have changed over the years... i mean.. i think about that all the time w/ myself.. goin from this lil preppy straight kid in first grade to.. .this hott dark rocker queer..lol
oh yeas... im soo hott..lmao

i just wanna move away from here.. its soo effing depressing.. thats y when me n kara are both 18.. bitch were GONE!!... and were never coming back to this shitty ass town

i wanna move back up to New York and get a studio.. and start working either as a photographer or a designer... cuz i need to be in a place where it snows... thats just what i was born into...

well.. untill next time when i have something else to write about... ill keep yall updated.

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[16 Jun 2005|01:20pm]
[ mood | happy ]

eh... ive decided to come back...
i just miss dropping all mi feelings out and letting all you guys figure out wuts goin on

be happy..... be VERY happy

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[01 Jun 2005|10:56pm]


              ~ The End ~

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[28 May 2005|08:40pm]

ok, fuck livejournal.. its stupid... nobody comments animore and like abby said.. myspace is way cooler.... so all of you who dont agree... .ehh. go fuck your selves....


call me !!...lol

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[28 May 2005|09:20am]


man. does this make you crazy or WHAT?!........ bored as hell... call me 692-9589 ( home)

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